Falling Too Quickly

Trying to forget without regret of giving up on someone who has been guested in your mind for months. Next day comes Another someone comes to your life and you forget the one before. Soon you have two people on your mind, you begin to compare personality, looks and flaws How can you be sure they attracted to you ? Its only by chance. One more day up comes and another person is seen.Than you begin to think why are you thinking of the therd if two are already there. Both two are love at first sight , which is true ? Are they even love? Or is it the crush you had for 4 years that is true ? Falling too quickly out of no choice. No confidence in yourself. Not believingthat your time for love will come. As much as you like to chase love it cannot be true if they don't even care. Being shy feeling worthless looking for a bit of care. Daydreaming, imagining and planning future days with couple of people on your mind wasting time trying to choose. Trying to change to fit in , not believing your Unique, Beautiful and Perfect in your own way. Different is best , Don't chase the first person that shows you kindness/care. Feel self worth.Be the one to not be depending to catch a person. Let them catch you. Unexpectedly. If they don't than trully they aren't worth you.