Falling

frightened as you sleep it comes to you again a dream that has haunted you for all these years your falling deep ,restless ,sensation too young to understand the misery of one man who loved to hate you ? his anger and hate were all too much for you spilled milk at the alter of silence , drove you in a cell with nothing to eat hungry, thirsty ,wanting more where was momma? why didn’t she help me? or were her hands tied ? bruised child deserves more wanting to stop hurting falling into nothingness for the rest of my life falling falling falling want to wake up and live, with no dreams a child’s only toy is his pain