Falling

Fighting an endless battle, waiting for it all too end. Thinking about an easy way out, wanting to blow my own candle out. Everyday a new battle, My mind fights it daily, Only my mind gave up a long time ago. No one can lead me out of this darkness, No one can give me the key, No one can see i am scared as hell, Trying to find my own way back to my soul. One more breath, one more day, Crying deep beneath is a person you cannot see, I have a secret underneath, As i keep walking, i am falling and i start crawling, Not knowing what to think or say you act as if it is all okay. Waking up, dont grieve i am gone. Don't write paragraphs of sadness and loss, because when i was alone no one was here. As the days keep going, I keep falling, and i am crawling.