Fake

You see me wonder, you see me dream but inside I struggle and I scream all I try to do is make you happy but it's not working, I'm left feeling crappy you think I'm ok as I look up to the sky what you don't know is I secretly want to die I lay on my bed just to avoid the fight when really, you should just get out of my sight you think you're helping me but I'm going insane now my only feeling is purely pain