Faith?

Hello God, Are you there? I truly need to talk with you. How can you love someone so much And them hurt you like they do? I can't help but be angry and sad, no one could have been much better. I was loyal, loving, faithful, honest, & that's why I am writing this letter. How can this be allowed to happen? I honestly didn't do him wrong. You know that better than anyone. So why do I get hurt and for how long? He and his family are being vindictive and so utterly vile. Even though I continue to be the nice, polite one all the while. How long will my heart be ripped apart and how long will I ache? Because all this torment and agony is sadly causing my faith to break