Fairy Tails

Sometimes I wonder If I've seen too much Will it carry me under? Too distant to touch? I'm not too sure about it The scars left on my skin Is it true, courageous grit? Or was I too weak to win? Defeating demons razor blades That lie inside my tragic flaws Therein lies the center piece I'm just a drifter with degrees Perceptions seem to say to me Just settle down and let it be But I won't stop and settle down Until I burn them to the ground Being chased or chasing dreams? Can I live outside the seams? The level plane where people lie With bonding ties of getting high Honestly, is anything real? Tangible, so I can feel Am I simply spinning wheels? Surviving days with what I steal Questions flood without a course Addictions flare without remorse Survive without a reason why With every day until I die