Fading Trust

i know most people would have run by now who knows, maybe i should but i remember our wedding day, when we stared into each other's eyes and recited our vows i remember the love, the passion, the intent behind those vows and that is what keeps me determined but i have to know that what was between you and her is over i have to trust in you and that trust is wanting to fade i don't want to be the fool, i want to believe your words so much but it is so hard right now i feel like my heart is slowly bleeding i so badly want it healed but is that healing going to come from me or you...