Faded...

She sits in the chair,

Gazing into the street,

Flashes of thoughts,

Perudes her mind,

As she regrets

The things she had done,

In her earlier years

With outbursts of emotion,

She bursts into tears....


The heart of a woman,

Once filled with lust,

With so much fervor,

Comings and goings,

She wishes now to go,

She has nothing to show,

For the life she had lived....


Her wrinkles of labour,

Tossed at the side,

The perplexity of lovers

She cannot hide,

Maybe too much to remember

She rather forget,

The route she had taken

Her employment......


"Its OK" she thought to herself

"Then again" she would say,

With trickles of laughter

She remembered the day,

Her mother placed her

Fourteen years old she was,

"This is how you make money

And do not make a fuss"....


She remembered her first night

Fifty- four He was,

"Come little one" He said,

"Come to daddy lets have some fun"

Famished with exasperation,

She returned to her present state

With clenched fists on her chair,

She recovers with hate....


Her eyes all red,

Weary with discontent,

Three babies all thrown out

In her heart she repents,

"Lord, I can never ask forgiveness

For the things I have done",

She closes her eyes

Her heart slows down

With the last breath in her lung

She whispers good bye,

Like the setting of the sun,

Her life all faded .......
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Agustin Avatar
April 14, 2025 at 12:49 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
A  Avatar
January 22, 2016 at 10:43 PM
CARLOS, Enjoyed the way you expressed every line. Always with LUV **SKAT**
Palli Avatar
November 15, 2010 at 11:19 AM
so unjust this corrupt world. Revelation 21:4 helps to console
Brown Avatar
November 5, 2010 at 8:22 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Carlos. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. You can look to the left side of the main page and find lots of information on PoetrySoup including contests by members of PoetrySoup and contests by the PoetrySoup site also which you as a new member and us oldies also may enter. If you have questions please feel free to ask ANYONE here. We are ALL willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
Culverhouse Avatar
November 5, 2010 at 8:06 AM
sad thoughts... this goes on in the usa right now.
Mehta Avatar
November 5, 2010 at 7:57 AM
Very creative and full of deeper meanings, carlos
Maroon Avatar
November 5, 2010 at 7:56 AM
Very captivating! Beautiful poem! The emotion put into it is amazing! I really enjoyed reading this!!
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November 5, 2010 at 7:17 AM
Welcome to Poetry Soup.. so enjoyed your poetry today ... with its very creative theme... hope your time on Soup is special and fun.. check out the contest page offered to members.. good luck with luv..
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