Face the Shame

I sit enveloped in a fog
That never breaks but for the rain
Of salty tears and oozing blood
I've loosed from yet another vein.

While all around me lovers kiss
And mothers give their babes a change
New love, new clothes, each a fresh start
I see as sickeningly strange.

I crave the putrid and the shunned
The dusty corners webbed and dark
A bottom dweller, fetid form
Cast out from every patriarch.

I am not fit to walk this earth
Indwell this body I sear in
I am ruined, unfit, unclean
My bulging middle screams my sin.

If I had the strength to end it,
But Evil bids me to stay on
And face the shame I cannot speak
Birthing my brother and my son.

8/22/2016
For contest: Five rhyming stanzas and five only

Rhyme scheme:
ABCB
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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La France Avatar
August 29, 2016 at 4:46 PM
Cindi, congratulations on your win in my contest with this wonderful write ~
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August 29, 2016 at 7:29 PM
Thank you!
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