Exhausted

I look at their faces,
so full of life.
Their souls young and new.
I love them.

The exhaustion takes over,
and I wonder if I can do this.
They're my world,
everything I've dreamt of.

I never knew it could be this hard,
no sleep, no rest, no help.
I am so alone.
This journey is not what I expected.

Alone in this world, 
exhausted and looked down upon.

I wait week after week,
for you to come home.

When you come home I feel
like I can breathe.

But when you leave,
I feel so alone,
and the exhaustion comes back.

What am I doing wrong?
Or is this just what being a mother feels like.

They don't sleep
They scream all day and all night.

When will it get better?
My world filled with exhaustion,
I wonder when I'll be able to breathe again.
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Agustin Avatar
May 24, 2024 at 7:29 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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