Everything I Am

I am my  own worst enemy
I am my only friend
I am the curse inside from begining to the end
I am the enemy of love and kindness
I am it's friend crushed with blackened hate
I am cursed with something I can not mend
I am fire, blood, and rage inside
I am kindness, love, and peace
I am the epitome of nothing
I am  tainted  life bloods  pulsing vein
I am  a blade of comfort  
I am cuts of acid rain
I am an angel  of  unveiling light
I am the prodigal child
I am giving up the fight
I am shadowed demon in the dark
I am damaged  
I am a black stained mark
I am here
I am the epitome of nothing
I am everything
I am me

                               Susan M. Watson
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Agustin Avatar
April 7, 2026 at 12:04 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Daniels Avatar
April 4, 2026 at 10:17 PM
ThkU for sharing your feelings about growing self-awareness, Susan. Know that anger and depression is not a negative state to be in and both eventually pass. Every emotion is human & valid. Keep writing to process your thoughts & state of being. Sending Easter blessings & much Light as you affirm that you are you., Ghairo
Watson Avatar
April 6, 2026 at 2:27 AM
Ghairo Thank you for your kind words. I know nothing about writing or poetry, after a recent suicide attempt this is the rage and anger that went from pen to paper. Crossing my fingers hoping to find my firm foundation.. Thank you again..
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