Everything Changes

Everything is changing around me The people I thought were my friends Leave me behind But how can I blame them I left them to be with you Trusted you You said you loved me You made me believe again People don't change over night If you loved me like you said You wouldn't need time to think You’re telling me you’re going to get Drunk off your ass Are you trying to act cool? Or are you saying this to hurt me? I lay here on my bed With my face in my pillow Crying over you It's in your hands now It's always been up to me And I'm afraid for once in my life Afraid you won’t pick me That you really don't care anymore I love you And I'm just a failure I don't want to lose you I don't want everything to change