Everyday Thoughts
Am I a good friend? Why can't I
Be?
Except
When I try
They ignore me
It's all I can feel
Loneliness
I've asked before
"Do you hate me?"
And they still give me
Bitter lies
Am I a good friend?
What did I do wrong?
Why can't I trust your answers?
Why won't you talk to me?
I'm alone in this empty world
I thought I was good enough
for them
Maybe they will stop ignoring
me when they see I've
Disappeared
Vanish from mind's eyes
Would they show emotion?
Would they even glimpse at my
shadow?
These were my thoughts
Before I made my choice
What happened to me?
I broke gods grip upon me
A life with no judgement
No sickness
No disappointment
Why can't everyone do this?
Escape the devils playground
Where he whispers in your ear
Makes you angry
Brings you to your inner being
But here, I can be alone. In this
corner of space
Beautiful
Vast
Endless joy
I thought I was suppose to
make everyone see me
In a new vision
Of my past
They never game me a chance
That's how cruel they
Can be
They saw me as an ignorant
fool
They embarrassed me
Bullied me
But now I can laugh at them
As I see them below me
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