Eternity

Eternity You were inside my heart eternally I was blinded by the love we both could see You had to leave me as I couldn't be what you wanted me to be I cried and vowed not to love again and to kill the good in me You were my reason to live then my reason not to ironically I played with demons from the first to the ninth degree You have given me an experience of life that otherwise eyes would disbelieve I wasn't bothered of the consequences of my actions they were released You wanted a bad boy then I became more than you could ever imagine a man could decree I was a junkie numb from the neck up and down in the depths of depravity You stayed away like we never even happened while I tried to commit suicide thrice for thee I promised never to look for you as I ask only that you understand that love is and always will be eternity.