Eternally Waiting

One day you may see i was not always wrong You will realize how much torment I went through Day after another I try to forget the words thrown at me Try to live on even though my flaws and mistakes are always reminded So forgetting the past is hard to do while being reminded of it I was never given opportunity to make a difference so I never searched for one For every chance I ever felt I had been offered was just coming from the mouth of a patronizing manipulating life worth less then my own I say it in such a way for i realize if they have nothing better to do then sit by and watch a sufferer instead of trying to pick them up and brush them off Clearly they deserve to rot in hell and they can wait for me so I will get my chance to be the one poking them with the fire poker