Escapism

I slipped through reality,
In a threadbare dreamscape, stitched with denial.

Just when I thought,
I was over it  
It came back to haunt 
to show me how I cannot escape if my mind doesn't
They say faded memories don't taunt you. 
But when they do 
I leave everything behind 
Even my conscience to- 
Run away to hide
in the corners of my own faded
memories.

Just when it felt like home,
With all the secure moments
It was shattered down witha subtle-
Almost subconscious blow and just like that-
It was taken away from me.
The smell of regret grew more heated
As my despising of this reality grew tangled with my will to live
I decided to not go back
But all I did was escape to my own created reality.

But my reality collided with the ruins of my made up-
Memories.
 Now? 
 There's a war going in my head. 
 Now, where do I run to?  
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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May 7, 2025 at 8:28 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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