Escaping Solution Evolution

Do you know how I feel inside? I feel alive, I’m feeling emotions that made me hide, living like I’d died, experience was denied. But this is round two and Ive dealt with that before, well I didn’t deal with it I just fell to the floor, turned sore and felt the force of the war. Now, I know that tactic doesn’t work, it just drives you berserk, so this time I’ll work through the hurt, stick with it, endure and not desert effort. I’m all or nothing, go or stop, it’s all I’ve been, it's all I've got, now it stops! I lack patience, that’s why I became a patient, so this time I’ll be in control and pace it, play through the phases, adapt and change places, marathons and sprint races, prepare for all cases. It’s called evolution, I won’t go back to depression, I’m out for a solution!