Epiphany

I awoke from a dream the other day
it wasn't a normal dream for me
and I woke up in a cold, cold sweat
because I'd had an epiphany

The foresight to which I would foresee
took my breath away, and no matter
how deep of a breath I gulped the
anxiety became urgency

This feeling that I kept, was the feeling
one gets..like a baby needing it's nursing,
still I chuckle inside while I pushed it
to the back of my mind and went on
about my day as nothing

towards the end of the week I was knocked
off of my feet with the ringing of the phone,
It was my mama to say.."I had a heart attack
that day..luckily I wasn't alone".

After this call I would sit and weep for 
the many years I had given her
adolescent grief

But if I could turn back the hands of time
I would not do it just for me, 
I would do it for my mom and dad so 
that I remember them smiling and
not for making them sad

 I now replay my thirty six years in life 
to figure out how it all flew by,
and as I follow the deaths through
our generation tree, yep, the next 
is my parents..and then will be me
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Fraser Avatar
August 30, 2009 at 4:57 AM
Terrific write Donna, i am so sorry to hear what you have been through>>James
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February 9, 2009 at 8:56 PM
oh my. this is excellent writting, great way to let the emotion flow- love and peace james
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February 9, 2009 at 4:23 AM
This is a wonderful write filled with so much love. I truly got into this piece..You let your heart out for a walk in this write not holding back. Well done.
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