Enough

I go through this hell hole called life. I try and live it day by day. I try to ignore all the strife! but i find myself wishing. that someone would just end it. i dont want to go missing. i want it to end! all the *****that's happened. just end it all. i know i have loved ones, who would miss me dearly. but i've had enough of this hell! i've had enough of the bugs, the crap from school, being surrounded by total idiots 24/7, just end it all for me please. bust through my door, and put a bullet in my head please. i know i shouldn't think this way. but at least I'm not killing my self. everything else has already killed me. James is dead. I don't know who i am, but i do know. I've had enough of this *****hole. and i want out.