Ennui

The ballast of our Thursday afternoon
in the countryside lays distilled in your face.
Yawning like a cow in pasture eating sweet grass
your words flatten the moment.
Having no capacity of knowing
what you might see in an endless sky
you have seemingly died from boredom.
Your small dreams have squandered the butterfly’s wings
pathetically flapping ‘us’ into a Prantic trance,
We lay like sleeping rabbits under an erroneous sun
that does not rise above the numbness
of your wintering heart.

Gridlocked like a dog’s nose to the ground
on the scent of somewhere on a wall of many stains,
you hunt the missing birds sitting
on rainbows just out of reach,
then bait your hook to lure in the cold silver fish
reflected in diluted ponds of your resentment.

I wait…for a word never to be spoken while
you set your watch tightly
winding clock hands that spin in circles within your eyes
on a face of numbers that never leaves
its constant bemusement of wilted flowers.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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January 6, 2024 at 1:45 PM
Congratulations on your placement in the contest .
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January 7, 2024 at 4:30 PM
Thanks for your comment. Health and Happiness!! Lonna
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January 6, 2024 at 7:35 AM
Lonna, in this descriptive piece, you have captured the very essence of ennui! CONGRATS on your win. Janice
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January 7, 2024 at 4:30 PM
Thank you Janice! Glad you thought so. Health and happiness to you. Lonna
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