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End It All

End my life Take it away Throw upon me all that I deserve Curse this irrational anger of mine Pour acid upon my jealousy Blind my paranoia and slice me into pieces The one that means the most I hurt the most Why What the hell is wrong with me My best-friend tormented and tortured because of me of me of me WHY? I did not ask for this for her She did not need this Take away my life End it Take the darkness away from her Take me away Before I damage her beyond repair I am a failure I am worthless I mean nothing to everyone I am useless I am like a wild fire Destructive and hateful I do not benefit anyone I only harm I am sorry But I do not understand this poisonous anger And why it has to be directed towards my dearest My most special friend The only one to have stuck around me No matter what and I do this Why What the hell is wrong with me It is time to end it all Remove the evil from the earth Remove myself Ease her burden I’m sorry

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Jonas L. Rozario

Date: 10/16/2012 7:47:00 AM

Great write...full of emotion...sometimes we hurt the people that matters to us most and on the process we actually end up hurting ourselves. Superb!!!

Laura Breidenthal

Date: 8/21/2012 7:46:00 PM

As much as I disagree with you being worthless or useless, or any of those things, I really like this poem. Don't end everything. We must move on. . .and there's nothing we can do to mend whatever happens to us in our lives(usually). We just have to press on and forgive eachother for our hurts. Sorry. And I already forgive you. Just wish I can help. Always and forever, Laura

Rebecca Larkin
Date: 8/21/2012 9:06:00 PM

Just forgiving my stupidity and always being around helps... You've stood by me through everything...I need to show you the same graciousness you give me...