Empty Smile

I don't know who's words play At the end of the pens ink They dash what I dare not say From the past and present they link The scattered thoughts That lay across the floor, They taunt and delude More than ever before, Neglected and pass due Oppressed with vacant musing Of thoughts not gone through Vanquished and neglected inquisition Demands introspection and I know not who Fills the place of my position, The light appears to be One never faltering away But it seems autopilot has me Already forgotten in yesterday Pulses of memories flow within a rapture Seeping into the mind of who I've tossed away As the vague longing of home Lay behind repressed walls Within my mind, I feel forever alone As the surface projects The self I've never before known