Emptiness

I can neither cry nor I can express The emptiness I feel, the painful stress moments when I need my mother the most, I just remember her with my eyes closed. I know no one will ever understand I know no one will ever care I laugh one moment and I go silent the next When grief strikes, your world stops at that I try to remember the happy moments I try to remember all the time spent I miss her hugs, love and care But life is like that, it's never fair. One more year has gone by.. I am trying to be strong I am trying to hold on I am still learning to live without you, What I wouldn't do to just hug you.