Emotions

I hate myself sometimes I wish I could go back and not have to go through all of those obstacles I think what is wrong with me? Why does the same thing keep happening? I gave and gave expecting love back but all I got was disloyalty You used me when you felt like it So i used you back You thought I had to treat you like a king when you treated me less than a Queen? No it doesn’t work like that Is it bad that I don’t want to see you happy with someone else? I was there but you continued to look for somebody else I was loyal and I was there whenever you needed me but I guess some people can’t even fake loyalty My emotions are all over the place I care I give a damn about you Why do I deserve to be treated the way you treat me? Why do I have to prove my loyalty when you’re the one who can’t make up your mind? You say I’m emotional but I have a reason to be I deserve someone who will always choose me and stay loyal to me My emotions are taking a hold on me