Emotional Roller Coaster

Love, I swear it's an emotional roller coaster I wasn't suppose to fall in love so fast but I did and thats the thing I didn't know what I had till it was gone and now my mental has me thinking I did everything wrong maybe I did, maybe I didn't but now that my heart is in construction I see myself doing more & more lusting but deep down all I was looking for was a woman who I could call my woman my lady & somebody who I'll be happy to say she's pregnant wit my baby yeah to some of y'all it might sound crazy but at an early age I chose to understand love prior to my heart gettin thrown in the mud that 1st love of mine she changed my mental but I'm just explaining to y'all just explaining what I been threw