Emotional Purgatory

Maybe if I could do what I wanted Go wherever I wanted… I’m detained My emotions My thoughts My opinions My wants Are non-existant Im passive I submit I’m not I am not Everything is okay Nothing matters I won’t be anything here but submissive/insignificant/nobody My Self has fled Im DOC# 454056 Imma get by Imma get out I hope my Self won’t remain dormant in submission I hope my Self will recover from numbness and incorporate some of the qualities Of DOC# 454056 This is not depression This is emotional purgatory I don’t know anything – I knew something I knew opposition Opposition was on fire Now frozen over by passivity