Emojis With the Red Face and Zipped Lips

Chest heaves, take in deep breaths, lips quivering in a string of words, unheard even by myself. Yet the mind screams, wanting to give that chair a good kick, till it will disappear from my sight. My foot won't let me anyway: it knows that the pain would only make me worse. I look over at the phone. It's buzzing at some great unknown speed, I know why. Rockie. Well, she doesn't seem to make me any better today. Without reading all that she texted, I rudely wrote - "Bad mood today." I kept the phone. Then took it back. I added those emojis, the ones with the red face and zipped lips.