Elsewhere

Rumbling home on this train, Can't even imagine if I'll again go through that pain. Unsure of how fate will allow my life from then on to be, So I'm just hoping my future won't be as lonely. Elsewhere, far away, The sky is blue with fading clouds. The sun is welcoming my return to those I long left before. God is reminding me He's with me. Elsewhere, far away, I hope that the sky might be the same (for you). I'll always think about our one morning, For surely that memory will always heal me. When I'm feeling blue, I ask myself why I didn't throw myself over that bridge Or why the seizures will never put me into an eternal sleep. Strength in weakness and weakness in strength… I contemplate my own death, Yet I even also pleasantly dream of the future… What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. You're like a blend of all four of those I've always known. You were my first kiss, My first experience of a different kind of bliss. Likewise all the others in personality, but someone even more to miss. I may be weird, but thank-you for accepting me wholeheartedly. Elsewhere, far away, staring outside, I'm writing my heart and mind out. I know the life I reside is a blessing with subjective pain And a brighter future to eventually gain.