Eccedentesiast

Eccendentesiast: Noun- A person who hides their pain behind a smile. The voices in my head scream and shout. They cause doubt throughout. They downgrade me. There are two of them and they never agree. They won't let me be. So I become an Eccedentesiast. The voices in my head scream and shout. They cause doubt throughout. Always fighting in my head, Making me wish I was dead. They try to tear me to shreds. So I become an Eccedentesiast. The voices in my head scream and shout. They cause doubt throughout. I don't scream or shout, I don't let it all out. I fear it's something I'll never be without. So I become an Eccedentesiast . The voices in my head scream and shout. They cause doubt throughout. I hide my pain behind a smile, Hoping you'll believe it for awhile, I am not in denial, I am just an Eccedentesiast.