Easier To Leave

You did not know 
How hard it could be 
To let go of a poison 
Stronger than me 

You held on to hope 
One day she will be well 
Not knowing your contribution 
As I drifted into hell 

Knowing not spiteful 
But nonetheless 
My illness fed 
I began to regress 

Lithium did not cure 
My unworthiness 
No chemical fix 
For purposelessness 

Feelings from my past 
Of never quite enough 
Despite your encouragement 
I fled in a huff 

In my addiction 
I always lied 
Because you saw me 
A shame I could not hide
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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