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Easier to Keep My Elf on the Shelf

Joyful red, yellow, pink, orange, green, purple, silver and blue.
I am looking at the drops and dollops of beautiful paint, pretty too.
On my hands, lots of places, especially at the tip.
I am a messy painter, and I love the flounces and the flip.

I sometimes forget how much it sooths me, that is when I get sad.
I sometimes sit in a chair, playing word games for six hours.
That is when I get morose, and angry, and mean and mad.
I sometimes forget I am an outsider. I forget my flowers.

Word play is terrific, for it takes me into new worlds, 
But painting. Ah! That is where I truly find my little girl self.
The one who almost never painted, because I do not know why.
Maybe it was easier then to keep my elf soul on a shelf.

Maybe it was not okay yet to be me. I know I was sad.
Because I had not found painting or poetry, but now I am glad.
Staring at my colors, painting from August to September.
Feeling in touch with my soul self, exuberant when I remember…

I am a painter
A poet
A cartoonist
A creator
A gardener
And it is more than okay.


Copyright © | Year Posted 2019




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Date: 2/4/2019 5:04:00 PM
artistry at its best, caren... huggs
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 2/4/2019 6:37:00 PM
Thank you so much Nette. I appreciate it.
Date: 2/4/2019 7:46:00 AM
Of course it's okay; let that elf off of the shelf!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 2/4/2019 10:05:00 AM
That elf cannot even be contained to be fitted for a sleeping compartment.