Dying To Be Free

Somebody please hold me Struggling to struggle I wear lonliness My vicious mind smiles at my sadness Looking for hope outwith Knowing that there is none within My words pain scratched upon this page I spit your pity in your face All who look into my abyss are absorbed Born to be sadness And dying to be free I hold my finger proudly In front of any diety or devil And all life in between My voice the unheard scream My mind insanities dream My heart a broken drum My soul a childs fairytale No happy ever after or before So ready to stop feeling The sadness deep inside could smother God and all that he surveys All darkness swallowed and light would turn in fear All that i feel trapped within a tear