Duh!!

I cannot express the disappointment in myself enough I am a beautiful grandmother, mother, daughter, and employee Years of marriages and divorces Days of struggling to be "someone" Hours of training my self-esteem to be high Minutes of planning a future of success Seconds of desiring happiness And achieving it all! Then, blam, out of the blue skies And ex calls. I call him back like the fool I am. It only took a milli-second to have to start all over. Back to counseling I go...