Dueling Sleep

I sleep for minutes at a time 
And wake up with more on my mind 
It’s not enough to be king of it all
When you see how quickly you’ll fall
Can you feel the weight of the sea 
As the waves crash and the wheel weaves? 
This silken home can’t comfort the past
The weeds have dug too deep to last
Violence paints a red streak across the walls 
It taints our thoughts and beckons our calls
Bits of dreams are stripped and dashed 
As shells of humans line the paths
What’s my purpose? 
Tell me now I need a reason 
What can I stand for?
I feel too weak to stand for something 
Can you tell me at least 
Am I a man or a beast?
I can’t tell anymore 
As we both slam the door
I’ve lost my mind through a lifetime of self abuse
The gaps through my mind leave a trail of excuses 
I can’t find a way out of this darkness 
A lamp and a map can’t span the emptiness 
So I’ll cut off a limb for each mistake I’ve caused 
I’ll leave nothing but a black spot on our walls
My last piece of art is left at its best
Your broken heart inside my bleeding chest
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024


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