Drunk Mother

Yes I love you
That goes without question 
But as a child of addiction 
That suffered beside your affliction 
Time will tell what position 
I am to place on a life
Of total submission 
We had to accommodate 
Because of what you became 
None of us choose this
But we had to deal with it
Looking back I feel sorry for my father 
Stuck with a wife he forgave his own life
To look after
No wonder he was miserable 
But for 2 children he could have lived
A life much better happy and fulfilled 
But he stuck it out
Till death do part
But I am still here
And so is she
And nothing has changed 
The crying still sounds the same 
The ability to tell the truth 
Out of range
The only thing that stays the same 
Is the Bottle's in the bin
And the tired old excuses 
I stopped ignoring 
Because they became boring 
So long ago I can't place
A time or date
Because it doesn't matter 
Nothing no longer hurts 
After the 1st or 2nd million time
Because whats the point
You are not going to change 
You will forevermore remain 
Addicted to the bottle
More drunk than Mother 
And you will never recover 
Or be the Mother 
Or wife
Husband and child 
Wanted or wished
But that is our cross to bear
And that is not fair 
But what the hell do you care
Come the morning you wont remember 
And telling me you love me 
And you are sorry 
Rises like the morning 
You can set your watch by it
But you buy it
Or rely on it
Stupid is as stupid does
But so is a Childs unconditional love
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Ashley Avatar
October 21, 2017 at 2:50 PM
Wow! Your last two lines are sharp and gives a very powerful end to this raw and emotional write Christopher. Your feelings come into focus strongly and effectively in your poem... your valid pain is palpable and your expression of it is poignant...
Flaherty Avatar
October 21, 2017 at 3:54 PM
Thank you very very much Susan very much appreciated your comments. Shooting from the hip spent my lifetime to pondering it. Stupid in love 2nd only to the bottle
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