Drowning In Pain

What is this excruciating pain i am feeling It's like my body is screaming Drowned in sorrow I know the pain will follow The darkness of my past Rushes to me so fast Why am i feeling this pain I just want it to go away It pulls me in closer and closer Am i destined to be this way Some say Cursed, because I have brought pain I only have darkness to gain What is this torturing pain My body is feeling insane These dreadful thought in my brain Wont let me escape Drowning in sorrow I dont want to feel like this on my last days.