Drop Two Point Zero

Once more, hitting rock bottom low Been searching for the inner glow Been trying to go with the flow Never a yes, always a no This isn’t eternal damnation Not part of the premonition But where is self-preservation Someone’s pleading for redemption Deeper and deeper I’m falling More and more someone needs catching This battle I keep on fighting In the end I keep on losing I’m missing how to be on top Less of a hit, more of a flop Just when is it the time to stop? And when will I break the big drop?