Double Trouble

Dealing with the death of my friend As well as a long held dream doubling down on pain Auspiciously it seems The two for one it aint much fun however one serves to blunt the other the slightest bit but never ever cover The depth of these losses without bottem Pain till now inconceivable To lose you both unbelievable Reality strikes again a hammer ringing on steel Pendulum swinging from keening pain to survival mode unable to feal it will get better one day I'll find the sky is once more blue and this waterfall replaced with smiles when I lovingly think of you