Doomed Padre

The Loss of Faith
Fated priest when he walks in front of a funeral 
procession his gait is often wobbly, says it is stiff  
joints; smells of aftershave lotion and brandy.  
Lost his faith years ago, in the night his prayer 
echoes in the village church. 
Thinks it his fault that god has left him in a vacuum 
of disbelief a penance for not having a total godly 
deference. In his dreams he meets god who speaks 
in a language he doesn´t understand; he wakes up 
bedroom bleak, and the voice of god has gone. 
He says as Jesus once did, why have you forsaken me? 
Has a brandy goes back to a restless sleep. 
And there is no peace as sexual needs takes over, 
actions he will not abide. Morning and he is thankful. 
Routines of the day someone has died, funeral service, 
and a woman who wants confess her banal sins, 
he murmurs prayers, waits for god to answer why he 
has lost his faith, but there is only silence.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Collins Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 7:08 AM
Poor Father Ecclesiastes whipping himself on a wooden kneeler. Makes me want to weep. oops. love, Kathy
Hansen Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 9:54 AM
weep? well... thank you Kathy
Williams Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 5:05 AM
jan I like ...DAvid
Hansen Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 9:55 AM
thank you David
O'Leary Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 4:13 AM
Nice... full of a mood of helplessness... Terry
Hansen Avatar
August 22, 2012 at 9:55 AM
thank you Terry
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