Dont get it

i really don't get it this thing that i feel your happy I'm happy baby its real when you send me a message saying something sweet my face meets the tears and i feel like. love, won and Ive been beet i have a trusting fear after the last i want to be together ill try and forget the past but whenever you look me dead in the eye i already feel the pain i'm gonna feel when you say bye i gotta get rid of that i know your not gonna go but the past comes up overrules the trust iloveyou but can thee be an us?