Don't Forget That

Kicked to the curb once again What comes next I've lost my job I may just lose everything But what is that Everything The possessions we tend to hold close to our heart The security of a roof over our head The struggle that becomes the face of fear staring you down In these times of failure is there any successes We mastered the disguse of weakness We are hidden from our surroundings But our minds wander in the realm of darkness in these moments I've struggled to find the light these last couple weeks When the voices say your done I want to scream no I am not But it is so hard when I feel the way I do about my life When you loose it all I am not just talking about the physical I am talking about the faith in me I am searching this very moment for that faith in me and the world is so convincing It breaks me down to the point of tears and in those tears I feel I need to concede But why When I know it will not defeat me It will not take my soul I plan to emerge more stronger It starts today with these words to myself That you are the one in control Do not forget that.