Do You Know My Past?

It may seem impossible this you hear. I know the truth but in you it might strike fear or a tear. I was standing there with a very dark figure standing in flame. I starred into there eyes so hard I forgot my name. My mind opened up a door and in i came. There I found myself lost in time. Without any money not even a single dime. That figure was gone yet I still felt it. On that day I saw clearly what was meant to be. There was God,jesus, the angels and then there was me. You see there is something similar about us four. we all fought in that war and we all see that figure on the otherside of the door. I was told of a great deal that did'nt turn out so well. Yes there was a deal between Heaven and Hell. Although no one wanted it, it was done for you all. Infact this is the only reason any of you can possibly stand tall. I am forbidden to tell of this deal. I say now what's done is done and what happened was for the best atleast that's what I feel. Many of you can tell i've lost my smile. you may get a small one but it's always fake and last only for a little while. you see there was a match struck inside my heart. that match burns on and has burned away my most prized possesion of course I knew it would happen in the start. For those of you that don't understand. There is far more than earthly problems on my hand. You may call me stupid, insane, or just annoying. To you I just might be but once you find out your wrong is the part im always enjoying. There is a long story I have to tell. About that long but thin line between heaven and hell. Ask yourself do you really love God? Or is it that your afraid, yes afraid of going to hell in that case your a fraud. You know that old phrase if anyone dies the world wont stop spinning if anyone is to die. You should think about that one alot harder and you'll see why. so on this note I close ending this short version of my past. If I told you any more your hearts would no longer last.