Distraught

Always be more to learn
Quickly adapt 
Crushing timelines

Hard to keep up
No matter how much I ask
Still being back 
Where I started

Confused of important or urgent
Cannot make a difference
When everything pushes me
In all directions

Pressue cooker
Waiting to explode
Need to breathe and cry

Not a damn I care
It is me 
Facing trials
Hold responsibly of my mistakes
Hurts I know

Hanging on by a thread
Afraid it snaps
Like me loosing sense

Must find a way
Away from bad days
Stop being embarassed

Though I would like to run away
Facing them
Get over it
So I can be quickly done with it
And be chill

Able to know
What I am doing
Without second guessing

© Sue Sanzz 2020
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Naeemahmad  Avatar
April 1, 2020 at 2:02 AM
Wow! It's very inspiring
Sanzz Avatar
April 2, 2020 at 8:14 PM
Thank you, greatly appreciate it!
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