Distraught

Always be more to learn Quickly adapt Crushing timelines Hard to keep up No matter how much I ask Still being back Where I started Confused of important or urgent Cannot make a difference When everything pushes me In all directions Pressue cooker Waiting to explode Need to breathe and cry Not a damn I care It is me Facing trials Hold responsibly of my mistakes Hurts I know Hanging on by a thread Afraid it snaps Like me loosing sense Must find a way Away from bad days Stop being embarassed Though I would like to run away Facing them Get over it So I can be quickly done with it And be chill Able to know What I am doing Without second guessing © Sue Sanzz 2020