Distort My Faith

This candle doesn’t burn as well as the others
It’s smell is sharp and sweet but the light is delicate
Flickering 
trying to fade
Away
dying until another day
I subsist for
Someday when the flame is intense and the craze renews
the day he will return, I shall be waiting with 
His darling lingerie
lying in the cinnamon scented bedroom
With red hued illumination and crimson dust 

Oh  trivial candle be still 
The pressure on my chest will not
Cease 
Until the wraith of your  struggle infects mankind
With golden distress and ginger redemption 
When he kisses her I feel 
his lips
On mine 
affliction decline
From me, depart

Please I’m imploring you
To adore me like days gone by
I was yours completely, your  beloved innocent
And this prose isn’t as rewarding as typical
Certainly this is how I suffer
I’m desolate, I’m twisted
I’m powerless
To weigh against time 

Distorted, the phantom 
Of yesterday
Haunts me through my dreams
Slithering through the fracture on my window
From your steel fingertips
To coil beside me and strike the glass
Between my entrapped soul and heart soaked in venom of deceit 

And this candle, though pale
Is my luminosity, dampened by the ancient grief
Too proud to conclude my heartbreaking sparkle
too modest  to exist more then enduringly 
Like the aqua tears I shed
On this paper of therapy
Maim me with the sincerity
Of silence, dear friend
For you are all I relate to
In the core of the darkness
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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Jordan Avatar
March 8, 2009 at 11:04 AM
Bella it is certainly good to read your poetry - i hope things are going well for you - congratulations on having your poetry featured this last week – God Bless, MJ
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March 3, 2009 at 7:23 AM
Congratulations Bella on your featured write. Nice to see your name up there again. Vince
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March 2, 2009 at 2:51 PM
I love the "paper of therapy" as I feel so fortunate to have found the Soup to just let it all out whatever it be at the time ... smile ... wonderful writing here, Bella and a very well-deserved selection to be a feature this week week ... congratulations!
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March 2, 2009 at 12:48 PM
Congratulations on your excellent poetry being featured this week Bella. Love, Carol
Augustus Avatar
March 2, 2009 at 12:34 PM
Thank you for writing a deep poem that makes sense. The speaker's pain and turmoil mixed with passion is written very clearly without over-expressing every emotion. Nice poem.
Winter Avatar
March 2, 2009 at 6:20 AM
Warmest congrats Bella on your always excellent poetry. Love, Shar
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March 1, 2009 at 5:28 PM
The vivid imagery conveys your thoughts in a creative way. Much to think about in this poem. Congratulations on having it featured this week. Wishing you continued success with your writing. Karen
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