Distinctive Journey II

I am hanging on by a thread All I clinging to is prayers Every breath is like a battle I feel like I'm unprepared Death is knocking on front door Pain is creeping through the back Fear is crawling Through the windows Waiting for it to attack They say don't get bitter Get better I'm working on Switching them letters But tell God I'm going to need A whole lot of hope Keeping it together I'm smiling in everyone's face I'm Crying when they leave the room They don't know battles I face They don't understand What I'm going through They say fear haunts And pain hates I say pain strengthens Fear drives faith I don't know All of the outcomes Don't know what happens tomorrow When that ocean of doubt comes Don't let me drown in my sorrow Don't let me stay at the bottom I feel the hole is too deep to climb I'll be looking for a way out But I settle for a piece of mind Picking up the pieces of my life Hoping I put Together something right Tell me All I got is what I need Tell me You gonna help me Stay and fight The struggle seems longer my friend It's all worth it in the end When you got nobody To turn to Hold on I will find you