Distant Ships

‘I can’t explain, you would not understand,’
I've lost my life and all I have is pain.
An addict, I've the answer in my hand.
I lose, 'I got that feeling once again!' 

My love for Charlie was a bit of fun
Still I am lost, cocaine is who I am.
I need a fix, so I can feel at one,
The self abuse, my life is just a sham.

The nights, red lights, the shame to feed my need,
Now past, an addict still, I am just clean.
All seems so jaded now, like distant ships,
My life is mine, there is no in between.

A promise to myself, of this I'm sure,
Say no to coke, drugs are never a cure.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Kendrick Avatar
July 17, 2009 at 6:05 PM
Interesting writing. I hope that you are not addicted or if you have been that you are getting the help that you need. I hope that it is about situations or persons that have met. Sara
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