Distance

I have depended on you through it all now im ready to jump and fall No more sweet innocent lines id rather leave behind this pain and claim what is mine. The black spells all around, clame my heart without a sound Prepared to loose my life to stab my heart with a sharp knife. Determined to rid of the pain inside but not knowing how to cope and wanting to hide. I feel so afraid of the things ive done of not being accepted and always having to run The darkness of the night shadows over this wee one wanting to do anything that is fun To do something daring, frightening and scary but longing for some love and comfort to relieve this weary Not knowing where to look, not even knowing the Holy book I dont want my heart to feel so hurt to feel so burdened and disturbed I can no longer see his face, and i feel so distant and scared in this place All hope is lost at this time im just hoping he can wait for me until I conquer this climb