Disparity

Disparity an unseen bondage where emotions, thoughts, hopes,dreams, and desires get arrested. They get caught up entangled and trapped. The invisible restraint shows up at a moments notice. Holding hostage fruits of the spirit leaving you emotionally  zapped. Sitting in despair with eyes closed; your head hung low being supported by your hand. Elbow on your knee you begin tapping your feet. Feeling instantly sick unable to stand. Rushing thoughts come in like a flood. Flooding in, flooding out, rushing in, rushing out, flooding in, flooding out. Desperately you wonder what of these hopeless, and lowly feelings. That are now invading your life, causing each day to be so full of strife. You look up towards heaven and cry, " Please Father God Help Me", My spirit is so cast down and I feel as if I'm going to die. You cry "Sweet Savior please show mercy. You cry "Save me Lord from this dark hostile scary place". Please Father rescue me. I am here held captive spiritually bound. Heavenly Father come get me. Please I am praying to be found. Please Heavenly Father save me from this dark and cold place..