Disease Holds Her Hostage

She has never seen such a wildness
She laughs so loudly that people are looking
She had never laughed this loudly before
Her relatives began shushing her

But she is eighty-six years young
And this silliness tickled her funny bone
She cannot stop laughing at the craziness
Her husband is dead, so he can no longer silence her

She settles down after awhile but the feeling is still there
The joyful, happy feeling she has not had for a long time
She is not a hundred percent understanding the feeling
Words do not come as easily now with the Alzheimers

She stares into the abyss of the moment
Not speaking at all but there is a tinge of hope now
A tiny sliver of optimism that maybe she is not in a coma
Her relatives begin to kiss her

They are making their way out of her life
As she has made her way out of theirs
Not on purpose but due to aging
And a disease that is holding her hostage right now

She stares into the mist watching the angels dance
They are doing acrobatics.
One sticks out his tongue.
She begins to laugh, more loudly and exuberantly.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Rose  Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 4:38 PM
Ah, this is a very unique poem, you wrote it with great capacity for tenderness and understanding. I think when they are at that level, It makes it that much easier to commune with the other side. Thank you for sharing this touching poem Be well dear friend xo
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 6:45 PM
My father died of this horrible disease. Although it was eight years ago I shall never forget.
Ashford Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 12:48 PM
Good fun and imaginative write Caren!
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 4:02 PM
Thank you Eric.
Cheney Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 9:47 AM
So much truth in this write. So very difficult to observe people with Alzheimer's. As you say "Making their way out of her life" or just making their way out of life as they and their loved ones have know it.
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 11:20 AM
It is a terrible disease and I know this firsthand as my father had it.
Andresen Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 9:42 AM
- As a nurse I have experienced this horrible disease "on the skin", Caren - Really sad for anyone close by - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 11:21 AM
It was the saddest disease in my family until my mother got bone cancer.
Roper Avatar
March 19, 2020 at 10:05 PM
Nicely done, Caren, Alzheimer's is a horrible dieses "They are making their way out of her life As she has made her way out of theirs"
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 11:22 AM
Thank you Eve
Macfarlane Avatar
March 19, 2020 at 9:31 PM
Alzheimer's is so very sad. When I'm at work in my nursing home, I do my best to make them laugh, I sing silly songs, dance and do funny accents. Hugs
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 11:23 AM
I am glad they have you
Rodrigues Avatar
March 19, 2020 at 9:20 PM
Interesting write. So sad.
Krutsinger Avatar
March 20, 2020 at 11:23 AM
Thank you Kim
Cunningham Avatar
March 19, 2020 at 6:53 PM
A terrible disease I've seen in many Caren, so sad to see people you know and love fade away. Tom
Krutsinger Avatar
March 19, 2020 at 7:58 PM
It is truly a horrible way to leave this earth.
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