Disconnect

Disconnected feelings to protect my heart I read your text messages you have quite an art Trying to play it cool to keep things disconnected But here you come my friend with your words to be collected Then I hear her calling calling out my name Lady Freya assuring me that you are not the same She said not to compare you to those who came before Besides you are stronger now You can walk out that door I agreed I should meet with you But my nerves began to rattle I swear I’m going to text you and then began the battle Started to type the message And I heard her she said no No my little goddess you must get up and go The date is just practice but you will get it right Go get in your car right now And buckle up real tight I was so nervous waiting for you there When you walked in I felt there was no air Trying hard to breathe when you reached out for me The room got real dark And then I couldn’t see My senses they went crazy and then they went wild I heard Freya say just breathe you silly woman child The hug that you gave me was very unexpected I realized right away my feelings reconnected What did you do to me Why did my brain relax Why did my crazy heart Forget all the facts Oh yes I now remember During meditation I ask my love life have total remediation